Wednesday, November 24, 2010

THANKFULNESS

REALLY?? THANKFUL. DO I KNOW HOW TO BE THANKFUL? I WONDER.
IT IS THANKSGIVING TOMORROW AND I AM NOT READY FOR IT YET.
HERE I THOUGHT I WOULD DO ALOT AHEAD AND BE READY FOR IT, BUT WITH MY SPRAINED ANKLE, AND GENERAL TIREDNESS, THAT HASN'T HAPPENED LIKE IT WAS SUPPOSED TO. i JUST WANT TO SLEEP WHEN i GET HOME.

I HAVE TONS OF CLEANING( HAVEN'T GOTTEN UPSTAIRS YET) AND THE START OF THE COOKING TO DO, AND THEN THE DAY ARRIVES. WITH LOADS OF THINGS THAT NEED DOING.
I'M TIRED ALREADY. AND MY TENDENCY IS TO WORK AND NOT REALLY RELAX, VISIT AND ENJOY THE WEEKEND. I KNOW.... I KNOW...................I AM A GRUMP.
THE BUILDING LOOKS GOOD THOUGH, SINCE I HAVE GOTTEN MOST OF CHRISTMAS DECORATING OUT AND THE LIGHTS ARE TWINKLING.. NOW WILL I CARE IF I DO MY OWN HOUSE. I AM HERE ALL THE TIME ANYHOW. I JUST NEED A REALLY GOOD NIGHTS SLEEP PROBABLY AND GET A GOOD START IN THE MORNING. WILL I??? I DON'T WANT TO COOK TONIGHT, BUT PIES MUST BE MADE.
A WOMANS WORK IS NEVER DONE..;}
THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS TO ME ON THE HOLIDAYS. I GET OVERLY STRESSED AND CASH SEEMS TO POUR THROUGH YOUR FINGERS AND THE MOOD STARTS TO GO DOWNHILL. ;)
REALLY i AM OK.
IT IS JUST THAT NEW GOOD THINGS AND SAD THINGS CAME DOWN THROUGH OUR BOARD AT OUR STAFF MEETING THIS MORNING. THEY WILL PROBABLY BE good.. BUT CHANGE IS HARD. SO FOR TODAY.. I CHOOSE A LITTLE SADNESS. :)
TOMORROW WILL BE BETTER, IF MY HUSBAND CHOOSES TO HELP ME AND NOT MAKE A MESS RIGHT BEHIND MY CLEANING. ;)
i LOVE MY KIDS AND MY GRANDS AND AM WISHING THOSE THAT ARE FAR, FAR AWAY A WONDERFUL DAY TO REMEMBER THAT GOD TO WHOM WE OWE IT ALL.
A GOD THAT LOVES AND CARES FOR ALL OF OUR DAILY NEEDS.. ;)
AND HIS GIFTS ARE GOOD.
LOVE YOU ALL. AND I FEEL BETTER NOW. HUGS TO ALL.
MOM.