Wednesday, February 23, 2011

JUST A FEW MINUTES OF HAPPINESS

I am just here to say that I am over the moon.. :) Things have worked out at work.. to cover my place without too much stress on anyone's part.
I do have some sadness for my friend Peggy here as 3 dear friends have passed and their services are all this week. So sorry, dear friend.
But after that comes great JOY. because I am leaving here tomorrow after work and Den and I are going to be driven to Indy by friends. :)
THEN... we will take them to dinner.
We will stay at a hotel near the airport and go by shuttle in the early hours of the am...... to fly out at 5:ish.
in CA SFO at 10:30ish.. Oh wow. I am so ready for that.
I am sure that we will get some lunch at our very very very favorite restaurant in Stockton on the way home. :):... since it will be lunch time. It will be good to see the folks again.
but the weather is going to be something else.. cold.. SNOW??? what.. or at least cold and rain all for the festival on Sat. What a sad day.
Not looking forward to that part.
happens.. rain happens every few years.. It is the time of year.
But my joy remains. .because I am not there for SUN. I am there to be with friends and family.
YEAH YEAH> YEAH> :) SO looking forward to this.

Thursday, February 17, 2011

New camera..

I got a new camera. Since it is at home, I can't tell you what kind.. it is a Canon.. and Connie used to have one similar, but it came in all it's glory with NO memory card.. what the heck. We used points from a cc to get it.. and now I need to go shopping for a card to be able to put some pictures on this site. :)
Am anxious to see what it can do and see if it is a good camera. :)
Feeling better today, even though I still can't see a way to get to CA for now. God can still do His thing. :) He has one more night. ;)
I will just trust that we are doing the RIGHT thing for right now. Not putting things on credit and waiting to go when we can really afford to do it.
:) I am very anxious to see and hold and laugh with our little Emma... but God knows the desires of my heart and he can make a way for me.
Trying not to stay depressed and ridiculous. :)
Love all my family and want to be closer to everyone.. but since that is NOT possible, I will pray.
That is the best thing I could do for any of them any how. I will commit to praying every day for each of my kids and grands.
:)

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

bummer........

I don't know why, but I am in a state of sadness. I can't seem to pull myself out of it and I find it really weird that most of the time I write in here, it is because I am not quite myself.
I want to get out of here for a while, go someplace slightly warm and I had planned to.. . I hoped to, and now it seems that it won't be happening, and the.... when it will, is sort of out there somewhere. Den will be full blown into a building project soon and that in itself changes what we can do and when. So.. i am sad. really sad.