Life in 09

Hey, here i am again. I forgot i had done this until i found my blogsite listed on tylers.;)
silly me.
If i didn't work outside the home I might actually have time for all this.
Work is all-consuming at times. I love my job. Love working with Christian people in an atmosphere of love and kindness. Wow.. that does sound really good.
but... there is that thing in me that would just love to be at home. That may have to wait until heaven.
It has been an amazing year, and that doesn't necessarily mean that it was all good.
Some really hard things... lessons that God is teaching me.... or RE teaching me.
I am bull headed and don't always listen and obey the first or even the second or 100th time around.
Thank you God for your patience with me. It still amazes me that God loves me. Very much a crazy thought (try Francis Chan's book CRAZY LOVE. )...enough to reconcile me to Himself. And I can't do ONE SINGLE THING to earn it. I think that is why all these other religions formed.. People just couldn't accept that there wasn't anything they could do to earn their salvation. NOTHING>
Just believe on the Jesus..... thats it. Of course then there is this bond that we have that makes me want to be like Him. To serve Him, and learn how to love him with my life. That is my goal for 2009. To sit at His feet and learn . To be sensitive to his call and to listen and obey... immediately.